3-21-02

Spring break rocked. English test is over. I don't know whether it rocked too, but we'll hope for the best. So now all i have is a test wednesday and the MCAT diagnostic this saturday. So not too bad. Got some time to do work and catch up and goof a round a bit.. don't feel much stress.

bye-e!

3-4-02

And I have never been more patient than when I anticipate you..... and I lie here in bed and let the tears run down my neck... like intercession. wow. god is amazing. even at 2:50 am ET (was someone praying for me then, i wonder?). So i'm lying in bed, grappling with different issues in my mind... and boom it hits me. kind of a weird experience, i guess, but in my mind I hear... [hmm, ask me if you want to know, don't have time to explain it all here] i dont think i've ever heard God more clearly than then.

Another big win for Duke... too bad Jason couldn't break 38.

I've decided that its not so bad to online journal. Hopefully its not a 'look at me thing.' Not many will read it anyway (and those close to me that do can figure out how I'm doing since i'm not always vocal about these things), and it's more for me than anyone else, to keep track of my thoughts and days as they blur by. Maybe I'm schizophrenic I have so much random stuff running through my head at a time. yes, darl, yes yes yes yes yes, darl's on a train to jackson... (just kidding).

Hmm the Faulkner is begging to affect me.

So, I've been doing a lot more worship these days when I'm all alone and not self-concious ;). Some day I'll record stuff. For now, its all random words and prayers with the incoherent strummings of the Taylor. Some on paper... but not recorded.

It's been a rather hard week for me, and if you find time to, please pray for my well being and sanity.

LNY is over, which gives me a little bit more time to feed the MCAT monster.

And once again, I've found that I really need to seek God more, and really need to turn to him for my sense of worth and well being.

Gospel Jam was definitely a blessing.

I wish I had big thumbs like John Mayer. Then I could stay at Duke after my concert and hook up with the first pretty girl who wants an autograph. Ha! Oh to be a celebrity.

On second thought, I just want to the play the cool chords on guitar like he does. But my thumbs are too short :(.

heres a picture of the man himself. He put on a really chill concert, just for us dukie's @ kville. What anice guy. Got a lot of grits inside, to go on stage alone with only a guitar to support him and his ever grasping voice.

Welcome to the real world she said to me,
condescendingly,
take a seat,
take your life,
plot it out in black and white.

(neon, neon, how long till she burns out?)