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千里之外

千里之外 歌手：周杰伦 费玉清 屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海 我等燕归来 时间被安排 演一场意外 你悄然走开 故事在城外 浓雾散不开 看不清对白 你听不出来 风声不存在 是我在感慨 梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开 那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆 我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白 沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱 我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在 琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

RAP：

闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我等你来
一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在
芙蓉水面采 船行影犹在 你却不回来
被岁月覆盖 你说的花开 过去成空白
梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开 那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆
我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白 沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在 琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

百年好合 － 赠小飞和阿红

一个刚毅直爽，一个柔肠百转，
青山绿野中，天造地设一对。
时空变换，却是勇敢的心依旧。
遥祝笑口常开，百年好合。

video: 小飞和阿红喝交杯酒

pics: 小飞婚宴

trapped in the cocoon stage

It's been 132 days since it happened. During those 132 days, I spent 57 days working as an intern (and I excelled), 19 days traveling (and I had fun), 8 days backpacking (and I made good friends), and for the rest of the days, I have been living in a "pseudo" vegetative state (and I failed to do anything about it).

I am amazed (and scared) how some part of me can completely shut down and fool the other half of myself. The bad part, the part that shut down, simply refuses to receive and react to happenings from outside or thinking from within - as if, it's dead. I figured something is wrong with me and I need a change. But the bad part simply won't listen. It is not even conscious any more. It locked itself up in a cocoon, a cocoon that prefers to escape from the world and would never emerge. I needed great courage to step out of my comfort zone and write in this blog, publicly. I feel ashamed because I would never scream help and there is no one who can help me, no one but myself. I know too much and I'm too arrogant to handle failures. How ironic... When time passes by and I get older day by day, I simply feel, my life is wasted, and I'm watching it happen!

When can I wake up?

summer 2007 photos

are on Picasa web album
http://picasaweb.google.com/tammy.ren

intern presentation schedule May 14 - July 31

1 Trish, Leonard, Megan, Jim S.
2 Jeff W., Scott H. 1-Jun
3 Team demo 7-Jun
4 Presentation to Pat, Linda, Trish, Megan 12-Jun
5 Preston H. from Tom G. group 22-Jun
6 Mark H., Tom H., Tim B. 26-Jun
7 Released Systems, Ben R., Gary H., Kate A. 27-Jun
8 Adams Quality Extended Team 27-Jun
9 Laruen W., Leonard, Tom G., Preston H. 28-Jun
10 Presentation to Pat,John H, Linda, Subu, Leonard, Trish 17-Jul
11 Bob W, Kate, Ben, Gary, Jay, Paul S. 18-Jul
12 Presentation to Reggie 27-Jul
13 Linda's Communication meeting presentation 31-Jul

travel log - south dakota

South Dakota, Badlands and Black Hills
77 hours
1500+ miles
1 speeding ticket on I-90W near mile post 123 (Faribault County, MN)
whiteout in a rain storm under the bright sun
buffaloes and prairie dogs
mountain carving
sioux american indian culture
american presidents and history
started my national park passport